I go to Japanese Class today, the first Japanese lesson in my life....
Actually thought of taking a foreign language in university long long time ago, but then my original timetable made me headache every semester and I cant even have sufficient time for other subjects...Maybe it's only an excuse and I didn't take any effort to achieve it....
It's a circumstances that I will register to this Japanese course. Planned to take French before as my dream country is France. But then heard that it's quite hard for it and just give up...haha...Never think of taking Japanese before because i do not like to watch Japanese drama and think of this language is just so common (i feel sorry i got such kind of thinking,haha ).
My first Japanese Drama was "One Litre Tears" , in UKM...Followed by " Code Blue", "Bloody Monday" and 《亡者之声》...and I cant even believe I will be taking Japanese in future!!!
AR wishes to take Japanese long time ago, and this semester she finally takes it successfully....I am able to take and learn Japanese, the one that I should thanks for is AR. She was so excited and went through UKM Smpweb several times in a day...She was so enthusiasm to help me registering the Japanese when there's 3 places last night!!! If is not her, I think I wont be there for Japanese....
Today is actually a nice day to sleep till afternoon, because it's a raining day...freezing!!! But since I already register, I should go and see what's going on!! I late for the class today after searching the bs4 for so long....I went into bs4 and found out it's Arabic Class...What a shock and I don't know whom should I ask...Then I tried my luck by going to bt4...Luckily my instinct was correct....hehe
It's Nezu Sensee...She is a nice teacher...She really an ideal Japanese woman...She is so cute when she want to explain the term in the language we know but she cant really can speak English properly....We were like 鸡同鸭讲 in the class....But she just smile and try her best to understand us....
Most of them in the class already know Hiragana...I really very blur and don't know how to see the words...feel nervous also as I don't know anyone in the class and don't know how to spell the words out when asked by Sensee...
Luckily, CP is going to take Japanese with me,then we can go class together... It's an unfortunately that SV & YP cant take it with us....but dont worry, we can teach you after we learn it...hehe..
mY sOngs...
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
无奈的星期。。。
好“烦忙”的的一个星期！！这个学期要报读的科目还没有确定，再加上kIz Gathering又搞得不上不下，真的很头痛！！！好在这个星期可以悠闲悠闲呆在家里，充充电，让自己做好心理准备去迎接以后毫无预警的日子。。。
最终还是摆脱不了Aini, 还是得去上她的课。当她知道我们这一群人的所作所为时，或许会针对我们几个，但逼于无奈，还是得硬着头皮去。。。现在也只能希望她不要那么记仇，唉！！就让我们平平安安 ，顺顺利利过完这个学期吧！！
至于IB，真的也觉得很无奈。。。明明是拿到好老师，但却基于我们属于少数人，而被迫换班！！而且还是由Radzuan来把我们随便放进某一班！！结果，我们几个被丢进Noreha的班，小佩子和小黎姿却被分到第五班。。。事情到了这个地步，已经没有挽回的余地了，不能上诉，只能找朋友倾诉。。。
Noreha 的教学方式我自认是听不进去也听不懂 (上回已有了Macro的经验了 )，现在也不晓得还能怎样？！听说她的功课也是超多的，这个学期只有茫忙盲了。。。惨 :-(
还有那个Killer（教Perakaunan Sektor Awam），更加恐怖。。。竟然是个提倡无书主义者！他以为我们每个都像他一样博学多才，不用读书就能博古通今！！哎呀，我们是有自知之明的，自问肚里的墨水不够！！或许是因为这个科目太时事化了，根本就没有一本书是可以完全囊括它的范围，也可能作者会以自己的角度出发，以致我们会被他限于一个框框内，但也不至于叫我们不要去看书吧。。。没有任何 Input, 你哪来的Output哦？？！！只是空讲，我们学生的记忆也是有限的，那到时我们拿什么去考试？！
最后还是Audit老师好商量，同意让大伙儿换时间，大家不用在星期五晚上上课了，真好！！原来他是一个Auditor（应该吧？！）。那晚他应该是放工后直接来教书的吧！看到他双眼布满血丝，一脸疲惫的样子，就感觉这份工的薪水不是酱容易拿的。。。压力大，工作量也大，就连睡眠时间也要被牺牲掉！！！！他让我觉得，到了社会还要面对各式各样的人，各种尔虞我诈，各种不择手段，各种勾心斗角，各种人情冷暖，感觉真的有点活受罪！！人，一定会遇到这些遭遇吗？？有没有人逃过这些劫？！看了《巾帼枭雄》，有一句话很值得去省思：人生有多少个十年？做人一定要痛快。。。但是所谓的痛快，要以行动去证明与履行，还真的有点难（是很难！）！！要我一辈子做工作的奴隶，我会很不甘心！！但无可否认，我还是害怕改变。。。自己的命运最终还是在自己手上，如何走下去，还是由你这个主人来决定！！是时候去想想自己要的未来是怎样的了！！
大薇突然告诉我小琳子和小慧子临时决定不去马六甲了！！本来一场高高兴兴的旅游，从原本的15 个人，到现在的八个人，感觉有点扫兴！！为什么大家就不能拨出一点时间让大家聚一聚，明明约好了，却可以临时反悔，很没有责任感！！现在的情况是只有几个人知道，倘若告诉了其他人，相信人数又会再减少了！！到头来，就像是我们几个自己主办的旅游了。。。
人数不会再增加了，只会再减少（希望这不会发生）！！无论如何，这次的游记还是得继续下去，希望不要再出现任何变数了！！
最终还是摆脱不了Aini, 还是得去上她的课。当她知道我们这一群人的所作所为时，或许会针对我们几个，但逼于无奈，还是得硬着头皮去。。。现在也只能希望她不要那么记仇，唉！！就让我们平平安安 ，顺顺利利过完这个学期吧！！
至于IB，真的也觉得很无奈。。。明明是拿到好老师，但却基于我们属于少数人，而被迫换班！！而且还是由Radzuan来把我们随便放进某一班！！结果，我们几个被丢进Noreha的班，小佩子和小黎姿却被分到第五班。。。事情到了这个地步，已经没有挽回的余地了，不能上诉，只能找朋友倾诉。。。
Noreha 的教学方式我自认是听不进去也听不懂 (上回已有了Macro的经验了 )，现在也不晓得还能怎样？！听说她的功课也是超多的，这个学期只有茫忙盲了。。。惨 :-(
还有那个Killer（教Perakaunan Sektor Awam），更加恐怖。。。竟然是个提倡无书主义者！他以为我们每个都像他一样博学多才，不用读书就能博古通今！！哎呀，我们是有自知之明的，自问肚里的墨水不够！！或许是因为这个科目太时事化了，根本就没有一本书是可以完全囊括它的范围，也可能作者会以自己的角度出发，以致我们会被他限于一个框框内，但也不至于叫我们不要去看书吧。。。没有任何 Input, 你哪来的Output哦？？！！只是空讲，我们学生的记忆也是有限的，那到时我们拿什么去考试？！
最后还是Audit老师好商量，同意让大伙儿换时间，大家不用在星期五晚上上课了，真好！！原来他是一个Auditor（应该吧？！）。那晚他应该是放工后直接来教书的吧！看到他双眼布满血丝，一脸疲惫的样子，就感觉这份工的薪水不是酱容易拿的。。。压力大，工作量也大，就连睡眠时间也要被牺牲掉！！！！他让我觉得，到了社会还要面对各式各样的人，各种尔虞我诈，各种不择手段，各种勾心斗角，各种人情冷暖，感觉真的有点活受罪！！人，一定会遇到这些遭遇吗？？有没有人逃过这些劫？！看了《巾帼枭雄》，有一句话很值得去省思：人生有多少个十年？做人一定要痛快。。。但是所谓的痛快，要以行动去证明与履行，还真的有点难（是很难！）！！要我一辈子做工作的奴隶，我会很不甘心！！但无可否认，我还是害怕改变。。。自己的命运最终还是在自己手上，如何走下去，还是由你这个主人来决定！！是时候去想想自己要的未来是怎样的了！！
大薇突然告诉我小琳子和小慧子临时决定不去马六甲了！！本来一场高高兴兴的旅游，从原本的15 个人，到现在的八个人，感觉有点扫兴！！为什么大家就不能拨出一点时间让大家聚一聚，明明约好了，却可以临时反悔，很没有责任感！！现在的情况是只有几个人知道，倘若告诉了其他人，相信人数又会再减少了！！到头来，就像是我们几个自己主办的旅游了。。。
人数不会再增加了，只会再减少（希望这不会发生）！！无论如何，这次的游记还是得继续下去，希望不要再出现任何变数了！！
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
The Sekinchan Trip .....
Finally brought my UKM friends visited my hometown...it's planned long long time ago...and it came true...GREAT !!!
It's the first time for me to be a tourist guide, hope that I never disappointed them...Actually there's nothing much to see in a small town like Sekinchan, just some paddy fields and seafood as the attraction....But unlucky, they all cant view the panorama of paddy fields because they being harvested and burned last month... never mind, can come again next time...
One thing i felt sorry for them is that mostly the seafood is so hot and spicy...Already asked the chef to make them less spicy but then, still were too hot for them...maybe it's the style of my hometown, haha....And I think it's the first time we attacked by lots of mosquitoes during our dinner at the restaurant near the seaside...An unforgettable memory...
We went to Bagan Tengkorak to watch the sunset...at there, we did a lots of crazy poses...it's very funny and we did have a good time for it...I think this is the first time they went to a fish village surrounded by sea...therefore, no wonder they took so many pictures for it, haha..
Another interesting event was eating the xia gu!! All of them except CP never seen and eat xia gu before...and to my surprise, they described it as cockroach and caterpillar!!! Oh my God...It's actually one kind of prawn OK...haha...now they all learned how to peel the xia gu...
Hope they really enjoyed the trip and have a nice memory for it....
Yeah, Mission Complete!!!
It's the first time for me to be a tourist guide, hope that I never disappointed them...Actually there's nothing much to see in a small town like Sekinchan, just some paddy fields and seafood as the attraction....But unlucky, they all cant view the panorama of paddy fields because they being harvested and burned last month... never mind, can come again next time...
One thing i felt sorry for them is that mostly the seafood is so hot and spicy...Already asked the chef to make them less spicy but then, still were too hot for them...maybe it's the style of my hometown, haha....And I think it's the first time we attacked by lots of mosquitoes during our dinner at the restaurant near the seaside...An unforgettable memory...
We went to Bagan Tengkorak to watch the sunset...at there, we did a lots of crazy poses...it's very funny and we did have a good time for it...I think this is the first time they went to a fish village surrounded by sea...therefore, no wonder they took so many pictures for it, haha..
Another interesting event was eating the xia gu!! All of them except CP never seen and eat xia gu before...and to my surprise, they described it as cockroach and caterpillar!!! Oh my God...It's actually one kind of prawn OK...haha...now they all learned how to peel the xia gu...
Hope they really enjoyed the trip and have a nice memory for it....
Yeah, Mission Complete!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Unlucky Start !!!
Don't know why, starting feel that this semester wont be so smooth...getting mostly the sets that are not really good and the subjects getting tougher and tougher!!!
(This sentences was written on the first week of university re-open!!)
And today (second week), it proves!!! Haiz...
Firstly is SP class...that En.Jumaat really a killer!! In my opinion, he is an overbearing lecturer!! He thought he knows all the things and did not want to listen to others!! Why got such a lecturer in this UKM & in this world???!! It's true that there's a lots of technical problems occurred when registering this SP course, we did went to the class last week, just there's nobody in the class, therefore we left... But he was very stubborn and insisted that he only saw a student in the class...Another thing upset me was that he as a lecturer even dare to curse a student who did not attend his class!!! what a suck manner!!! why a lecturer can act like that??!!! after that he even cursed us so that we all get C & D in SP since he will be doing the exam paper!! I really think his ethic has a big problem!!!
Secondly is Audit class...suddenly we being informed that our lecturer is a part-time lecturer and the class will be held on Friday night!!! Oh my goodness, why is Friday night?!! I still can accept if it's one of the weekday night!!! I think most of them agree with me!! But we cant do anything right now,just have to wait for the coming class...hopefully the lecturer will change the time...if not, all of us cant go home during this semester :-
Thirdly is SMPK 2...haiz, really very unlucky this semester, get Aini set again!! How come?? Try to change to other set, but then afraid if fail to do so, Aini will have prejudice to us, then we all die straight away!!!! Hence, the last choice is that we have to drop this course and pray that Dr. Zaher can manually register our names into his set!!! If not, no choice, will have to take it next sem!!!
Conclusion is that I feel that I really have a bad luck for this sem...May God Bless me...
(This sentences was written on the first week of university re-open!!)
And today (second week), it proves!!! Haiz...
Firstly is SP class...that En.Jumaat really a killer!! In my opinion, he is an overbearing lecturer!! He thought he knows all the things and did not want to listen to others!! Why got such a lecturer in this UKM & in this world???!! It's true that there's a lots of technical problems occurred when registering this SP course, we did went to the class last week, just there's nobody in the class, therefore we left... But he was very stubborn and insisted that he only saw a student in the class...Another thing upset me was that he as a lecturer even dare to curse a student who did not attend his class!!! what a suck manner!!! why a lecturer can act like that??!!! after that he even cursed us so that we all get C & D in SP since he will be doing the exam paper!! I really think his ethic has a big problem!!!
Secondly is Audit class...suddenly we being informed that our lecturer is a part-time lecturer and the class will be held on Friday night!!! Oh my goodness, why is Friday night?!! I still can accept if it's one of the weekday night!!! I think most of them agree with me!! But we cant do anything right now,just have to wait for the coming class...hopefully the lecturer will change the time...if not, all of us cant go home during this semester :-
Thirdly is SMPK 2...haiz, really very unlucky this semester, get Aini set again!! How come?? Try to change to other set, but then afraid if fail to do so, Aini will have prejudice to us, then we all die straight away!!!! Hence, the last choice is that we have to drop this course and pray that Dr. Zaher can manually register our names into his set!!! If not, no choice, will have to take it next sem!!!
Conclusion is that I feel that I really have a bad luck for this sem...May God Bless me...
Saturday, July 4, 2009
SienzZz。。。
Today is the last day of my holiday!! Not really enjoy it much...got too many things to be busy...
Just back from grandma's house on Monday, then accompany Boon went to Inti College on Wednesday. Friday is the day 7 of grandma,hence went to grandma's house to pray for her!! Today is Saturday, have to appreciate the time left...
A new semester is coming, hope everything will be going well...
Just back from grandma's house on Monday, then accompany Boon went to Inti College on Wednesday. Friday is the day 7 of grandma,hence went to grandma's house to pray for her!! Today is Saturday, have to appreciate the time left...
A new semester is coming, hope everything will be going well...
Thursday, July 2, 2009
阿弥陀佛。。。
星期四一回到家，就听弟弟说外婆病得很重了，恐怕不行了。。。前几天才病得很重，靠妈妈及其兄弟姐妹驻念才勉强把外婆从鬼门关拉回来。当时听到这个消息时，真的吓了一跳！！！虽然知道外婆的身子因为胆结石而消瘦了不少，但还不至于到如此严重的地步。。。
当晚就去了外婆家，舅舅们已经在她身旁为她驻念佛号。惊见她那瘦骨如材的模样，真令人吓呆以及感到心痛。。。还记得最后一次见到她时在母亲节时。那时她已经比以前瘦很多了，身体已大不如前，但至少还可以自己走动！现在却只可以躺在那儿，神志已经不清了，痛苦地轻声呻吟。。。
喊了她几声，但她却没认出我来，很辛酸！！她的一切举止，她所经历着的痛，不是我们可以理解的！！令在旁的我们看了都忍不住掉泪！知道她到可以往生去西方极乐世界。。。小姨一直坚信念佛号可以减轻外婆的痛苦。。于是从那天起，我们就轮流为外婆念佛号，不分日夜！！
星期五下午四时，师傅过来为外婆把脉，证实当时她的脉搏已经停止了，命不久矣，或许只剩几个小时至一天的时间！师傅过后为外婆念咒语加持，并为我们讲解了很多佛理。。。我们家还蛮保守的，本来不相信佛法的，但外婆却因为受到小姨的熏陶而在一个渔村里吃素念佛！！家人虽然反对，但还是尊重她老人家的意思。。。经历了外婆当时不乐观的情况，大舅与小舅已经开始慢慢接受佛法，可以侍候在外婆旁为她念佛号，希望籍此减轻她的痛苦！当大家为了外婆，一起大声念佛号时，场面真的很壮观，也很感动。。。
外婆生前与成发医师（即佛教总长-李会长）非常要好，千吩咐万吩咐他希望以佛教仪式完成她的心愿，而李会长也一一答应她的要求。。
小姨总是说外婆肯定前世重了很多善缘，今世才得以去西方极乐世界坐佛菩萨渡众生！！以前每次听小姨说念佛后往生的人必定能去西方极乐世界。往生后身体是软软的，面目是很慈祥的！！曾经有怀疑过这一切都是小姨为了让我们能诚信念佛而编出来的！！现在，外婆往生了，也让我们见证了这一切。。。
家人曾在其间，因不忍见外婆承受的痛苦，还大吵一场。。。还好有佛号加持，最终大家还是放下成见，专心为外婆驻念。。。李会长扬言，佛祖一定会选个好时间带外婆去成佛！！就在星期六午夜正十二时，外婆往生了！！阿弥陀佛。。
外婆一往生，我们立刻为她驻念十二个小时。。。过后为她更衣时，她的身体是完全软软的，而且，嘴巴时微笑着的！！最明显的是外婆的眉毛。。。外婆的头发与眉毛是全白的，但在我们驻念间，她的眉毛竟然长出黑色的眉毛。。。最令人不可思议的是，出殡当天，她的鼻梁高挺，像足了阿弥陀佛。。。
外婆的葬礼完全是适宜佛教仪式进行！！这也是渔村里头一桩！！外婆一个人在渔村里吃斋念佛放生，实在令人进叹不已！！小姨说外婆是佛祖派来这二渡众生的，让众生与佛法结缘，功德无量。。。在驻念期间，除了我们自家人在念佛号，佛教会的同仁也来为她驻念，这都是她所积的福报。仪式期间，佛号不曾间断，直到她出殡当天。
外婆这次往生，的确让我们对佛教改观了很多。大家现在都能接受佛法，每天为外婆念佛，希望能帮她连品高升，成佛后能渡一切众生！！
当晚就去了外婆家，舅舅们已经在她身旁为她驻念佛号。惊见她那瘦骨如材的模样，真令人吓呆以及感到心痛。。。还记得最后一次见到她时在母亲节时。那时她已经比以前瘦很多了，身体已大不如前，但至少还可以自己走动！现在却只可以躺在那儿，神志已经不清了，痛苦地轻声呻吟。。。
喊了她几声，但她却没认出我来，很辛酸！！她的一切举止，她所经历着的痛，不是我们可以理解的！！令在旁的我们看了都忍不住掉泪！知道她到可以往生去西方极乐世界。。。小姨一直坚信念佛号可以减轻外婆的痛苦。。于是从那天起，我们就轮流为外婆念佛号，不分日夜！！
星期五下午四时，师傅过来为外婆把脉，证实当时她的脉搏已经停止了，命不久矣，或许只剩几个小时至一天的时间！师傅过后为外婆念咒语加持，并为我们讲解了很多佛理。。。我们家还蛮保守的，本来不相信佛法的，但外婆却因为受到小姨的熏陶而在一个渔村里吃素念佛！！家人虽然反对，但还是尊重她老人家的意思。。。经历了外婆当时不乐观的情况，大舅与小舅已经开始慢慢接受佛法，可以侍候在外婆旁为她念佛号，希望籍此减轻她的痛苦！当大家为了外婆，一起大声念佛号时，场面真的很壮观，也很感动。。。
外婆生前与成发医师（即佛教总长-李会长）非常要好，千吩咐万吩咐他希望以佛教仪式完成她的心愿，而李会长也一一答应她的要求。。
小姨总是说外婆肯定前世重了很多善缘，今世才得以去西方极乐世界坐佛菩萨渡众生！！以前每次听小姨说念佛后往生的人必定能去西方极乐世界。往生后身体是软软的，面目是很慈祥的！！曾经有怀疑过这一切都是小姨为了让我们能诚信念佛而编出来的！！现在，外婆往生了，也让我们见证了这一切。。。
家人曾在其间，因不忍见外婆承受的痛苦，还大吵一场。。。还好有佛号加持，最终大家还是放下成见，专心为外婆驻念。。。李会长扬言，佛祖一定会选个好时间带外婆去成佛！！就在星期六午夜正十二时，外婆往生了！！阿弥陀佛。。
外婆一往生，我们立刻为她驻念十二个小时。。。过后为她更衣时，她的身体是完全软软的，而且，嘴巴时微笑着的！！最明显的是外婆的眉毛。。。外婆的头发与眉毛是全白的，但在我们驻念间，她的眉毛竟然长出黑色的眉毛。。。最令人不可思议的是，出殡当天，她的鼻梁高挺，像足了阿弥陀佛。。。
外婆的葬礼完全是适宜佛教仪式进行！！这也是渔村里头一桩！！外婆一个人在渔村里吃斋念佛放生，实在令人进叹不已！！小姨说外婆是佛祖派来这二渡众生的，让众生与佛法结缘，功德无量。。。在驻念期间，除了我们自家人在念佛号，佛教会的同仁也来为她驻念，这都是她所积的福报。仪式期间，佛号不曾间断，直到她出殡当天。
外婆这次往生，的确让我们对佛教改观了很多。大家现在都能接受佛法，每天为外婆念佛，希望能帮她连品高升，成佛后能渡一切众生！！
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