Run out of time....seem like having too many things to do and the time is not enough...
No mood to study, although mid sem is around the corner...
H1N1 is getting serious...UUM and USM were closed for a week last few weeks ago. As for UKM, there's a rumour saying UKM will be closed after convo, either on coming Wednesday or Friday. Mostly people wearing masks when walking along the streets or in the bus nowadays.
If the closing of UKM does not cut off our study week for the final, i do really hope it will be closed!! UUM and UM having holidays now, but why not for UKM??!! Why is it so unfair?? WHY UKM having less holidays than others Uni !!! Doshite?!?! OMG!!!
I didn't mean anything, just want to have a short rest !!! I found out I slept around 2am recently, sometimes even 3am---rushing assignments!! although i also facebook-ing sometimes,hehe , but it was to relax my mind after some hard work (I hope it's not an excuse!!) !! No entertainmeant and no movies for few weeks already...really hope can rest my mind for a while...
Sometimes I wonder if I give myself too much stress?? Why others can be so steady in their studies?! but i hope i can do my best in everything although i know somethings is out of my strength...this makes my mood become moody sometimes...just like what being right now, getting lost in direction, nervous....
I found out myself is trying to escape from things that i do not familiar with...
mY sOngs...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
单纯只是想想。。。
很久没有在这留下心情日记了。。。忙于赶功课。。。开始担心+ 害怕，我这个学期的周末就要在赶功课中度过吗？！！真的是超压力的，完全没有喘气的空间，就只为赶而赶。。。茫然...
但很庆幸的可以忙里偷闲，去了国家动物园及黑风洞走走。马六甲没去成，反而还来个吉隆坡一日游，还挺不错的！！在动物园里，走了整个下午，看了整个下午，玩了整个下午，也拍了整个下午，哈哈！！犹记得离上一回去动物园已经有整十年了吧（如没记错应该是三年级去过一次），印象最深刻的就是海狮表演！！如今重温这一幕，感觉很好，又回到去童年的滋味。。。还记得我们一会儿在那儿“哇。。哇。。哇”个不停，一会儿大声拍手，兴奋得像个大小孩。。。
在观看海狮表演的那霎那，突然有个怪念头！！海狮会为了可以吃到鱼儿而尽力做最好的表演，我们人类何尝也不是？！每个生物是为达到目标而生存，抑或是为生存定下目标？！前者是被动的，就只为了目标，可以完全不理会别人的看法与感受。。。后者也许是主动的，为了不让生命留白，给自己有个目标，努力奋斗，但久而久之，也会成为前者，不是吗？？
我的目标又是什么呢？其实还没真正的去想过。不久前，须奈子问了我们类似这样的问题。。。当时我才有点恍然大悟，为何自己从没想给自己定下长远的目标！！当时我给的回答是，带妈妈去到处旅行。。。这个想法只一直都存在的，因为妈妈为我们付出太多了，唯一可以报答她就是好好孝尽她，带她去看看外面的世界。。。然而，还是觉得需要有另一个比较实际的目标，来使岛这个目标可以达成！！但是，我目前的目标就不外乎是希望每个学期的成绩可以3.5 以上。。。这根本算什么目标呢？！看来，闲来无事做时，应该好好想一想了。。。
总会听见有人会说：多希望可以无忧无虑的过日子（包括我自己），但有没有想过，“无忧无虑”也是一个目标！要达到这个目标，谈何容易？！又在想，人类为何不能心灵相通，这样大家都知道其他人的想法，不必费神去弄个所以然来，这样也许就会少了很多不必要的猜测。。。然而，但大家都心灵相通了，会不会更容易引起纠纷呢？又开始矛盾了。。。人啊，总是在矛盾中一直矛盾下去。。。
但很庆幸的可以忙里偷闲，去了国家动物园及黑风洞走走。马六甲没去成，反而还来个吉隆坡一日游，还挺不错的！！在动物园里，走了整个下午，看了整个下午，玩了整个下午，也拍了整个下午，哈哈！！犹记得离上一回去动物园已经有整十年了吧（如没记错应该是三年级去过一次），印象最深刻的就是海狮表演！！如今重温这一幕，感觉很好，又回到去童年的滋味。。。还记得我们一会儿在那儿“哇。。哇。。哇”个不停，一会儿大声拍手，兴奋得像个大小孩。。。
在观看海狮表演的那霎那，突然有个怪念头！！海狮会为了可以吃到鱼儿而尽力做最好的表演，我们人类何尝也不是？！每个生物是为达到目标而生存，抑或是为生存定下目标？！前者是被动的，就只为了目标，可以完全不理会别人的看法与感受。。。后者也许是主动的，为了不让生命留白，给自己有个目标，努力奋斗，但久而久之，也会成为前者，不是吗？？
我的目标又是什么呢？其实还没真正的去想过。不久前，须奈子问了我们类似这样的问题。。。当时我才有点恍然大悟，为何自己从没想给自己定下长远的目标！！当时我给的回答是，带妈妈去到处旅行。。。这个想法只一直都存在的，因为妈妈为我们付出太多了，唯一可以报答她就是好好孝尽她，带她去看看外面的世界。。。然而，还是觉得需要有另一个比较实际的目标，来使岛这个目标可以达成！！但是，我目前的目标就不外乎是希望每个学期的成绩可以3.5 以上。。。这根本算什么目标呢？！看来，闲来无事做时，应该好好想一想了。。。
总会听见有人会说：多希望可以无忧无虑的过日子（包括我自己），但有没有想过，“无忧无虑”也是一个目标！要达到这个目标，谈何容易？！又在想，人类为何不能心灵相通，这样大家都知道其他人的想法，不必费神去弄个所以然来，这样也许就会少了很多不必要的猜测。。。然而，但大家都心灵相通了，会不会更容易引起纠纷呢？又开始矛盾了。。。人啊，总是在矛盾中一直矛盾下去。。。
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Hi, Japanese....
I go to Japanese Class today, the first Japanese lesson in my life....
Actually thought of taking a foreign language in university long long time ago, but then my original timetable made me headache every semester and I cant even have sufficient time for other subjects...Maybe it's only an excuse and I didn't take any effort to achieve it....
It's a circumstances that I will register to this Japanese course. Planned to take French before as my dream country is France. But then heard that it's quite hard for it and just give up...haha...Never think of taking Japanese before because i do not like to watch Japanese drama and think of this language is just so common (i feel sorry i got such kind of thinking,haha ).
My first Japanese Drama was "One Litre Tears" , in UKM...Followed by " Code Blue", "Bloody Monday" and 《亡者之声》...and I cant even believe I will be taking Japanese in future!!!
AR wishes to take Japanese long time ago, and this semester she finally takes it successfully....I am able to take and learn Japanese, the one that I should thanks for is AR. She was so excited and went through UKM Smpweb several times in a day...She was so enthusiasm to help me registering the Japanese when there's 3 places last night!!! If is not her, I think I wont be there for Japanese....
Today is actually a nice day to sleep till afternoon, because it's a raining day...freezing!!! But since I already register, I should go and see what's going on!! I late for the class today after searching the bs4 for so long....I went into bs4 and found out it's Arabic Class...What a shock and I don't know whom should I ask...Then I tried my luck by going to bt4...Luckily my instinct was correct....hehe
It's Nezu Sensee...She is a nice teacher...She really an ideal Japanese woman...She is so cute when she want to explain the term in the language we know but she cant really can speak English properly....We were like 鸡同鸭讲 in the class....But she just smile and try her best to understand us....
Most of them in the class already know Hiragana...I really very blur and don't know how to see the words...feel nervous also as I don't know anyone in the class and don't know how to spell the words out when asked by Sensee...
Luckily, CP is going to take Japanese with me,then we can go class together... It's an unfortunately that SV & YP cant take it with us....but dont worry, we can teach you after we learn it...hehe..
Actually thought of taking a foreign language in university long long time ago, but then my original timetable made me headache every semester and I cant even have sufficient time for other subjects...Maybe it's only an excuse and I didn't take any effort to achieve it....
It's a circumstances that I will register to this Japanese course. Planned to take French before as my dream country is France. But then heard that it's quite hard for it and just give up...haha...Never think of taking Japanese before because i do not like to watch Japanese drama and think of this language is just so common (i feel sorry i got such kind of thinking,haha ).
My first Japanese Drama was "One Litre Tears" , in UKM...Followed by " Code Blue", "Bloody Monday" and 《亡者之声》...and I cant even believe I will be taking Japanese in future!!!
AR wishes to take Japanese long time ago, and this semester she finally takes it successfully....I am able to take and learn Japanese, the one that I should thanks for is AR. She was so excited and went through UKM Smpweb several times in a day...She was so enthusiasm to help me registering the Japanese when there's 3 places last night!!! If is not her, I think I wont be there for Japanese....
Today is actually a nice day to sleep till afternoon, because it's a raining day...freezing!!! But since I already register, I should go and see what's going on!! I late for the class today after searching the bs4 for so long....I went into bs4 and found out it's Arabic Class...What a shock and I don't know whom should I ask...Then I tried my luck by going to bt4...Luckily my instinct was correct....hehe
It's Nezu Sensee...She is a nice teacher...She really an ideal Japanese woman...She is so cute when she want to explain the term in the language we know but she cant really can speak English properly....We were like 鸡同鸭讲 in the class....But she just smile and try her best to understand us....
Most of them in the class already know Hiragana...I really very blur and don't know how to see the words...feel nervous also as I don't know anyone in the class and don't know how to spell the words out when asked by Sensee...
Luckily, CP is going to take Japanese with me,then we can go class together... It's an unfortunately that SV & YP cant take it with us....but dont worry, we can teach you after we learn it...hehe..
Sunday, July 19, 2009
无奈的星期。。。
好“烦忙”的的一个星期！！这个学期要报读的科目还没有确定，再加上kIz Gathering又搞得不上不下，真的很头痛！！！好在这个星期可以悠闲悠闲呆在家里，充充电，让自己做好心理准备去迎接以后毫无预警的日子。。。
最终还是摆脱不了Aini, 还是得去上她的课。当她知道我们这一群人的所作所为时，或许会针对我们几个，但逼于无奈，还是得硬着头皮去。。。现在也只能希望她不要那么记仇，唉！！就让我们平平安安 ，顺顺利利过完这个学期吧！！
至于IB，真的也觉得很无奈。。。明明是拿到好老师，但却基于我们属于少数人，而被迫换班！！而且还是由Radzuan来把我们随便放进某一班！！结果，我们几个被丢进Noreha的班，小佩子和小黎姿却被分到第五班。。。事情到了这个地步，已经没有挽回的余地了，不能上诉，只能找朋友倾诉。。。
Noreha 的教学方式我自认是听不进去也听不懂 (上回已有了Macro的经验了 )，现在也不晓得还能怎样？！听说她的功课也是超多的，这个学期只有茫忙盲了。。。惨 :-(
还有那个Killer（教Perakaunan Sektor Awam），更加恐怖。。。竟然是个提倡无书主义者！他以为我们每个都像他一样博学多才，不用读书就能博古通今！！哎呀，我们是有自知之明的，自问肚里的墨水不够！！或许是因为这个科目太时事化了，根本就没有一本书是可以完全囊括它的范围，也可能作者会以自己的角度出发，以致我们会被他限于一个框框内，但也不至于叫我们不要去看书吧。。。没有任何 Input, 你哪来的Output哦？？！！只是空讲，我们学生的记忆也是有限的，那到时我们拿什么去考试？！
最后还是Audit老师好商量，同意让大伙儿换时间，大家不用在星期五晚上上课了，真好！！原来他是一个Auditor（应该吧？！）。那晚他应该是放工后直接来教书的吧！看到他双眼布满血丝，一脸疲惫的样子，就感觉这份工的薪水不是酱容易拿的。。。压力大，工作量也大，就连睡眠时间也要被牺牲掉！！！！他让我觉得，到了社会还要面对各式各样的人，各种尔虞我诈，各种不择手段，各种勾心斗角，各种人情冷暖，感觉真的有点活受罪！！人，一定会遇到这些遭遇吗？？有没有人逃过这些劫？！看了《巾帼枭雄》，有一句话很值得去省思：人生有多少个十年？做人一定要痛快。。。但是所谓的痛快，要以行动去证明与履行，还真的有点难（是很难！）！！要我一辈子做工作的奴隶，我会很不甘心！！但无可否认，我还是害怕改变。。。自己的命运最终还是在自己手上，如何走下去，还是由你这个主人来决定！！是时候去想想自己要的未来是怎样的了！！
大薇突然告诉我小琳子和小慧子临时决定不去马六甲了！！本来一场高高兴兴的旅游，从原本的15 个人，到现在的八个人，感觉有点扫兴！！为什么大家就不能拨出一点时间让大家聚一聚，明明约好了，却可以临时反悔，很没有责任感！！现在的情况是只有几个人知道，倘若告诉了其他人，相信人数又会再减少了！！到头来，就像是我们几个自己主办的旅游了。。。
人数不会再增加了，只会再减少（希望这不会发生）！！无论如何，这次的游记还是得继续下去，希望不要再出现任何变数了！！
最终还是摆脱不了Aini, 还是得去上她的课。当她知道我们这一群人的所作所为时，或许会针对我们几个，但逼于无奈，还是得硬着头皮去。。。现在也只能希望她不要那么记仇，唉！！就让我们平平安安 ，顺顺利利过完这个学期吧！！
至于IB，真的也觉得很无奈。。。明明是拿到好老师，但却基于我们属于少数人，而被迫换班！！而且还是由Radzuan来把我们随便放进某一班！！结果，我们几个被丢进Noreha的班，小佩子和小黎姿却被分到第五班。。。事情到了这个地步，已经没有挽回的余地了，不能上诉，只能找朋友倾诉。。。
Noreha 的教学方式我自认是听不进去也听不懂 (上回已有了Macro的经验了 )，现在也不晓得还能怎样？！听说她的功课也是超多的，这个学期只有茫忙盲了。。。惨 :-(
还有那个Killer（教Perakaunan Sektor Awam），更加恐怖。。。竟然是个提倡无书主义者！他以为我们每个都像他一样博学多才，不用读书就能博古通今！！哎呀，我们是有自知之明的，自问肚里的墨水不够！！或许是因为这个科目太时事化了，根本就没有一本书是可以完全囊括它的范围，也可能作者会以自己的角度出发，以致我们会被他限于一个框框内，但也不至于叫我们不要去看书吧。。。没有任何 Input, 你哪来的Output哦？？！！只是空讲，我们学生的记忆也是有限的，那到时我们拿什么去考试？！
最后还是Audit老师好商量，同意让大伙儿换时间，大家不用在星期五晚上上课了，真好！！原来他是一个Auditor（应该吧？！）。那晚他应该是放工后直接来教书的吧！看到他双眼布满血丝，一脸疲惫的样子，就感觉这份工的薪水不是酱容易拿的。。。压力大，工作量也大，就连睡眠时间也要被牺牲掉！！！！他让我觉得，到了社会还要面对各式各样的人，各种尔虞我诈，各种不择手段，各种勾心斗角，各种人情冷暖，感觉真的有点活受罪！！人，一定会遇到这些遭遇吗？？有没有人逃过这些劫？！看了《巾帼枭雄》，有一句话很值得去省思：人生有多少个十年？做人一定要痛快。。。但是所谓的痛快，要以行动去证明与履行，还真的有点难（是很难！）！！要我一辈子做工作的奴隶，我会很不甘心！！但无可否认，我还是害怕改变。。。自己的命运最终还是在自己手上，如何走下去，还是由你这个主人来决定！！是时候去想想自己要的未来是怎样的了！！
大薇突然告诉我小琳子和小慧子临时决定不去马六甲了！！本来一场高高兴兴的旅游，从原本的15 个人，到现在的八个人，感觉有点扫兴！！为什么大家就不能拨出一点时间让大家聚一聚，明明约好了，却可以临时反悔，很没有责任感！！现在的情况是只有几个人知道，倘若告诉了其他人，相信人数又会再减少了！！到头来，就像是我们几个自己主办的旅游了。。。
人数不会再增加了，只会再减少（希望这不会发生）！！无论如何，这次的游记还是得继续下去，希望不要再出现任何变数了！！
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
The Sekinchan Trip .....
Finally brought my UKM friends visited my hometown...it's planned long long time ago...and it came true...GREAT !!!
It's the first time for me to be a tourist guide, hope that I never disappointed them...Actually there's nothing much to see in a small town like Sekinchan, just some paddy fields and seafood as the attraction....But unlucky, they all cant view the panorama of paddy fields because they being harvested and burned last month... never mind, can come again next time...
One thing i felt sorry for them is that mostly the seafood is so hot and spicy...Already asked the chef to make them less spicy but then, still were too hot for them...maybe it's the style of my hometown, haha....And I think it's the first time we attacked by lots of mosquitoes during our dinner at the restaurant near the seaside...An unforgettable memory...
We went to Bagan Tengkorak to watch the sunset...at there, we did a lots of crazy poses...it's very funny and we did have a good time for it...I think this is the first time they went to a fish village surrounded by sea...therefore, no wonder they took so many pictures for it, haha..
Another interesting event was eating the xia gu!! All of them except CP never seen and eat xia gu before...and to my surprise, they described it as cockroach and caterpillar!!! Oh my God...It's actually one kind of prawn OK...haha...now they all learned how to peel the xia gu...
Hope they really enjoyed the trip and have a nice memory for it....
Yeah, Mission Complete!!!
It's the first time for me to be a tourist guide, hope that I never disappointed them...Actually there's nothing much to see in a small town like Sekinchan, just some paddy fields and seafood as the attraction....But unlucky, they all cant view the panorama of paddy fields because they being harvested and burned last month... never mind, can come again next time...
One thing i felt sorry for them is that mostly the seafood is so hot and spicy...Already asked the chef to make them less spicy but then, still were too hot for them...maybe it's the style of my hometown, haha....And I think it's the first time we attacked by lots of mosquitoes during our dinner at the restaurant near the seaside...An unforgettable memory...
We went to Bagan Tengkorak to watch the sunset...at there, we did a lots of crazy poses...it's very funny and we did have a good time for it...I think this is the first time they went to a fish village surrounded by sea...therefore, no wonder they took so many pictures for it, haha..
Another interesting event was eating the xia gu!! All of them except CP never seen and eat xia gu before...and to my surprise, they described it as cockroach and caterpillar!!! Oh my God...It's actually one kind of prawn OK...haha...now they all learned how to peel the xia gu...
Hope they really enjoyed the trip and have a nice memory for it....
Yeah, Mission Complete!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Unlucky Start !!!
Don't know why, starting feel that this semester wont be so smooth...getting mostly the sets that are not really good and the subjects getting tougher and tougher!!!
(This sentences was written on the first week of university re-open!!)
And today (second week), it proves!!! Haiz...
Firstly is SP class...that En.Jumaat really a killer!! In my opinion, he is an overbearing lecturer!! He thought he knows all the things and did not want to listen to others!! Why got such a lecturer in this UKM & in this world???!! It's true that there's a lots of technical problems occurred when registering this SP course, we did went to the class last week, just there's nobody in the class, therefore we left... But he was very stubborn and insisted that he only saw a student in the class...Another thing upset me was that he as a lecturer even dare to curse a student who did not attend his class!!! what a suck manner!!! why a lecturer can act like that??!!! after that he even cursed us so that we all get C & D in SP since he will be doing the exam paper!! I really think his ethic has a big problem!!!
Secondly is Audit class...suddenly we being informed that our lecturer is a part-time lecturer and the class will be held on Friday night!!! Oh my goodness, why is Friday night?!! I still can accept if it's one of the weekday night!!! I think most of them agree with me!! But we cant do anything right now,just have to wait for the coming class...hopefully the lecturer will change the time...if not, all of us cant go home during this semester :-
Thirdly is SMPK 2...haiz, really very unlucky this semester, get Aini set again!! How come?? Try to change to other set, but then afraid if fail to do so, Aini will have prejudice to us, then we all die straight away!!!! Hence, the last choice is that we have to drop this course and pray that Dr. Zaher can manually register our names into his set!!! If not, no choice, will have to take it next sem!!!
Conclusion is that I feel that I really have a bad luck for this sem...May God Bless me...
(This sentences was written on the first week of university re-open!!)
And today (second week), it proves!!! Haiz...
Firstly is SP class...that En.Jumaat really a killer!! In my opinion, he is an overbearing lecturer!! He thought he knows all the things and did not want to listen to others!! Why got such a lecturer in this UKM & in this world???!! It's true that there's a lots of technical problems occurred when registering this SP course, we did went to the class last week, just there's nobody in the class, therefore we left... But he was very stubborn and insisted that he only saw a student in the class...Another thing upset me was that he as a lecturer even dare to curse a student who did not attend his class!!! what a suck manner!!! why a lecturer can act like that??!!! after that he even cursed us so that we all get C & D in SP since he will be doing the exam paper!! I really think his ethic has a big problem!!!
Secondly is Audit class...suddenly we being informed that our lecturer is a part-time lecturer and the class will be held on Friday night!!! Oh my goodness, why is Friday night?!! I still can accept if it's one of the weekday night!!! I think most of them agree with me!! But we cant do anything right now,just have to wait for the coming class...hopefully the lecturer will change the time...if not, all of us cant go home during this semester :-
Thirdly is SMPK 2...haiz, really very unlucky this semester, get Aini set again!! How come?? Try to change to other set, but then afraid if fail to do so, Aini will have prejudice to us, then we all die straight away!!!! Hence, the last choice is that we have to drop this course and pray that Dr. Zaher can manually register our names into his set!!! If not, no choice, will have to take it next sem!!!
Conclusion is that I feel that I really have a bad luck for this sem...May God Bless me...
Saturday, July 4, 2009
SienzZz。。。
Today is the last day of my holiday!! Not really enjoy it much...got too many things to be busy...
Just back from grandma's house on Monday, then accompany Boon went to Inti College on Wednesday. Friday is the day 7 of grandma,hence went to grandma's house to pray for her!! Today is Saturday, have to appreciate the time left...
A new semester is coming, hope everything will be going well...
Just back from grandma's house on Monday, then accompany Boon went to Inti College on Wednesday. Friday is the day 7 of grandma,hence went to grandma's house to pray for her!! Today is Saturday, have to appreciate the time left...
A new semester is coming, hope everything will be going well...
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